dying is fine but maybe

“Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.” 

apology

I'm sorry
I'm so sorry that I want to talk to you
I'm so sorry that the only one who can get me out of this endless panic is you
I'm the most sorry that I have to delete you from my life.
I'm sorry that I wont remember any time we spent together
I'm sorry that maybe one day we'll pass on the road and not recognize each other
but maybe if we're really lucky we'll get that faint feeling in the air that something good happened a very very long time ago
And I'm sorry that this is all I'll have left of you.